I'm being so emotional these days. I hardly face the fact and tell the truth of what I am currently facing now. I do not know what to do and I think I am crazy (feel like running out of this world). I can't hide but I have no guts to reveal the true feelings. Why I always make a decision so quick? and regret later? WHY? What are words when you don really mean it? I am doubting myself if these are the words that I want to shout out loud or are they illusion?