Saturday, April 30, 2011

Thoughts

There are so many thoughts in me these days. Issues regarding my career, relationship, and family are the primary, some people called it as "stages of life". I know I need to be very firm on my stand and never fail to conceive the hidden theory in me as DETERMINATION and PERSEVERANCE speak the life of one's success. Therefore I must constantly endeavor.

However, all these words are seriously a trash if I only say it without any actions. Fear and impatience are the biggest stumbling block to me, they have really affected me in many areas of life. Someone ever told me " You will never see a beautiful rainbow without a little rain" and "You will never learn how to treasure someone or something if you never had an experience of failing to get or belong them". So, must I fail once in order to have it? Perhaps, YES :) I know YOU are always there for me,this is one of my letter to you LORD ( When all else fade, YOU shine).Thank you :)

Hey, I am honestly feeling better after blogging..:p

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Sensitivity





HAPPY EASTER LOVELY PEOPLE :)




Spending long holidays with a bunch of lovely friends is one of the happiest moment in Easter. It is the second time watching the Easter production drama in Paradise church, all I can say is "AWESOME"!! That's the remembrance of Jesus hanging on the cross sacrificed himself for us and resurrected after three days :). Thank you Jesus, because of you I am no longer a fading flowers:) Besides that, I have also received few Easter eggs from my very beloved church friends * so sweet isn't it?*

Hmm..now back to the topic -S.E.N.S.I.T.I.V.I.T.Y-

I don't have any bad intention blogging bout this okay, however I will easily freak out on those who don't give accountability (saying it in a very kind way tho, if it were pointing at you, please don get offended :)).Don't you think it is vital? Cheers :p

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Can I turn the clock back?





I'm being so emotional these days. I hardly face the fact and tell the truth of what I am currently facing now. I do not know what to do and I think I am crazy (feel like running out of this world). I can't hide but I have no guts to reveal the true feelings. Why I always make a decision so quick? and regret later? WHY? What are words when you don really mean it? I am doubting myself if these are the words that I want to shout out loud or are they illusion?

Monday, April 18, 2011

A day to remember

From left to right: (back- Melissa, Renee, Timothy) ,(Front row left to right- Yuan renn, yeanyee, Joyce, Wei Fen, Alex, Zack, Claire, Anjali, Colleen)

Congratulation Wei Fen :) It was such a joy to see you today:) Love you Fen!!!


Sunday, April 17, 2011

Trijntje Oosterhuis - That's What Friends Are For Lyrics

A person who made my heart tears

It is indeed a good Sunday for me and my heart cries ( this is what I could say) :) . This wonderful boy has somehow makes me feel that I am so blessed.

Me: *Keep scrolling* Woah..is this your family?
He: *gentle smile* yes.
Me: M so innocent and yet *having a bad habit of asking the wrong questions every time*.. *glancing through everyone in the small little pic*. Is this your mum?
He: Yes
Me: Oh then is this your dad * pointing at the pic showing him a mid forty man*
He: nope
Me: Oh then how bout this? This must be your dad then *pointing a seventy years old man in the pic*
He: no yean yee * clarifying in a very gentle and reluctant tone"
Me: Oh where is your dad? *i honestly feel like slapping myself after so many questions* and I am so excited to know where is his dad *out of curiosity i guessed*
He: ( Anywhere I don feel like telling the readers his respond) ... "He is so brave indeed, and I believe he is not alone in this journey, cox I am willing to be his listener and trusty friend if no one else could".


This song is dedicated to you my friend,and if you have got a chance to read my blog:)

Friday, April 15, 2011

It is called R.A.N.D.O.M

Aww..why? I duno. I have so many dreams, and yes I can achieve them! isn't it? Hmm. this is so true tho "Do not regret bout your past, don't worry bout your future, live in the present and trust in HIM":). It is so hard for me to reveal my true feelings, I rather hide it in the bottom of my heart. -EMO-


Every morning, I have to get up to work, I do not know what is the point and I hardly see the purpose in it. Doing the same routine everyday (umpteenth sigh). Should I give up or continue to run the race? Oh -CONFUSED-.

I have learnt a lot these two years, from the introvert to the extrovert. Being able to open up myself to the friends around me is a breakthrough in my life and willing to reach out to the unknowns :p..( if you know the underlying secret). -MIX FEELINGS-