Saturday, April 30, 2011


There are so many thoughts in me these days. Issues regarding my career, relationship, and family are the primary, some people called it as "stages of life". I know I need to be very firm on my stand and never fail to conceive the hidden theory in me as DETERMINATION and PERSEVERANCE speak the life of one's success. Therefore I must constantly endeavor.

However, all these words are seriously a trash if I only say it without any actions. Fear and impatience are the biggest stumbling block to me, they have really affected me in many areas of life. Someone ever told me " You will never see a beautiful rainbow without a little rain" and "You will never learn how to treasure someone or something if you never had an experience of failing to get or belong them". So, must I fail once in order to have it? Perhaps, YES :) I know YOU are always there for me,this is one of my letter to you LORD ( When all else fade, YOU shine).Thank you :)

Hey, I am honestly feeling better after blogging..:p

Sunday, April 24, 2011



Spending long holidays with a bunch of lovely friends is one of the happiest moment in Easter. It is the second time watching the Easter production drama in Paradise church, all I can say is "AWESOME"!! That's the remembrance of Jesus hanging on the cross sacrificed himself for us and resurrected after three days :). Thank you Jesus, because of you I am no longer a fading flowers:) Besides that, I have also received few Easter eggs from my very beloved church friends * so sweet isn't it?* back to the topic -S.E.N.S.I.T.I.V.I.T.Y-

I don't have any bad intention blogging bout this okay, however I will easily freak out on those who don't give accountability (saying it in a very kind way tho, if it were pointing at you, please don get offended :)).Don't you think it is vital? Cheers :p

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Can I turn the clock back?

I'm being so emotional these days. I hardly face the fact and tell the truth of what I am currently facing now. I do not know what to do and I think I am crazy (feel like running out of this world). I can't hide but I have no guts to reveal the true feelings. Why I always make a decision so quick? and regret later? WHY? What are words when you don really mean it? I am doubting myself if these are the words that I want to shout out loud or are they illusion?

Monday, April 18, 2011

A day to remember

From left to right: (back- Melissa, Renee, Timothy) ,(Front row left to right- Yuan renn, yeanyee, Joyce, Wei Fen, Alex, Zack, Claire, Anjali, Colleen)

Congratulation Wei Fen :) It was such a joy to see you today:) Love you Fen!!!

Sunday, April 17, 2011

Trijntje Oosterhuis - That's What Friends Are For Lyrics

A person who made my heart tears

It is indeed a good Sunday for me and my heart cries ( this is what I could say) :) . This wonderful boy has somehow makes me feel that I am so blessed.

Me: *Keep scrolling* this your family?
He: *gentle smile* yes.
Me: M so innocent and yet *having a bad habit of asking the wrong questions every time*.. *glancing through everyone in the small little pic*. Is this your mum?
He: Yes
Me: Oh then is this your dad * pointing at the pic showing him a mid forty man*
He: nope
Me: Oh then how bout this? This must be your dad then *pointing a seventy years old man in the pic*
He: no yean yee * clarifying in a very gentle and reluctant tone"
Me: Oh where is your dad? *i honestly feel like slapping myself after so many questions* and I am so excited to know where is his dad *out of curiosity i guessed*
He: ( Anywhere I don feel like telling the readers his respond) ... "He is so brave indeed, and I believe he is not alone in this journey, cox I am willing to be his listener and trusty friend if no one else could".

This song is dedicated to you my friend,and if you have got a chance to read my blog:)

Friday, April 15, 2011

It is called R.A.N.D.O.M

Aww..why? I duno. I have so many dreams, and yes I can achieve them! isn't it? Hmm. this is so true tho "Do not regret bout your past, don't worry bout your future, live in the present and trust in HIM":). It is so hard for me to reveal my true feelings, I rather hide it in the bottom of my heart. -EMO-

Every morning, I have to get up to work, I do not know what is the point and I hardly see the purpose in it. Doing the same routine everyday (umpteenth sigh). Should I give up or continue to run the race? Oh -CONFUSED-.

I have learnt a lot these two years, from the introvert to the extrovert. Being able to open up myself to the friends around me is a breakthrough in my life and willing to reach out to the unknowns :p..( if you know the underlying secret). -MIX FEELINGS-