It is very true. You will never learn how to treasure without losing them once. Have you ever tried to make someone happy, taking each and every step to understand a person, and without failing to give your best (I mean with your very sincere and generous heart), but the person ended up saying "oh, that is just a small matter/oh what is so great about that?"....

I am really disappointed this time, I meant it!! Well, perhaps blog and my family are the only place that I can pour my feeling out, yet they won't punch me in my face. Let me remind you once again , please do not confuse jealousy with concern. I concern because I care, you might take it as "jealousy" because you don't understand me much and worst still, you don't care me enough because you mistake my concern with jealousy AND you don't trust me enough to care...