"When you feel overwhelmed and you’re tempted to take everything into your own hands, you have to make yourself be still. The battle is not yours. The battle is the Lord’s."

There are so many things that I worried and thought about these few weeks.I am trying my best to endure it and finding the "so called" solutions to perfect the circumstances. However I am so limited in doing all with one brain,pair of hands and only one body. Worrying isn't the best way to solve the problem, overcoming and breakthrough IS.. and I knew I am not alone, HE is always with me and HE knows what is the best for me.I am alright after knowing HE never leave me even once.

  Thank you Lord

Sesame overload

I was actually very bothered today with all the words spoken to me in my workplace. However, I felt a lot better after hanging out with this bunch of DEARIES! Look..how adorable they are :)

A simple but lovely day

I ended my day with a warm yet smiley heart. Nothing really shakes my heart recently till I heard a lovely words from my boss today. Aww~ it literally melts my heart.*Especially a hectic day* How many of the married couples will be that wise in their words?Hmm~I mean for a husband to praise their wife in a very deep meaning of love other than "I LOVE YOU, I MISS YOU etc". HOLD ON! My boss does :)

John:Today is Celine's birthday

Me: Oh yea? *smile*. (out of no where, my head pop out this question and directed my tongue to speak). Wow~ Celine? So does she look like Celine Dion? *chuckled a bit*. Actually I just tried to find some topic not to be ignorant of him telling me today is his wife's birthday.

John: (Without even a bit of hesitation plus his firm answer and serious expression with a sense of happiness), He replies: NOPE,She is far more beautiful than Celine Dion, and ended his words with a gentle smile and great satisfaction on his facial expression :)

I am so regret that I didn't record what he said.I should have taken it down and send it to his wife :D. What do you think? It really made my day :)

我太冷静,是我没有回头的原因.. 好像爱没有离去, 过去,我听见了一颗真心;穿越伤痛还跳动我的记忆.. 可惜我没有让步的理由... 我太冷静,是我没有眷恋的原因.. 闭上眼看着你走..

The thoughts that I had never dreamed of

A scary yet memorable winter

This winter is driving me nuts!!!Now I looked back, it did wake me up from a nightmare that I have never thought I would diagnose with a kind of rash called PITYRIASIS ROSEA . It is somehow so freaking scary just by looking at it, will show you some pics.

My palms, trust me is more that what you see in this pic

Trunks

They are all over my body such as trunks, arms, under arms, palms,hands and legs, as well as neck!!!Can you imagine all those bumpy red dots spreading all over you and IT LOOKS EXTREMELY NASTY!!!

My superb boy friend without even a single knowledge of medical told me off that I could have Pityriasis Rosea before consulting any GPs or Dermatologist. haha....I simply didn't take his words because he might be wrong??? oh now, I appreciate him, and I call him a DOCTOR now, even he isn't...because he knew it simply by doing a research and checking on my skin condition, Isn't he smart?haha!! Imagine I didn't know what they are at the first to second weeks till it got worst, and I really can't stand it, hence go for a check up, AND seriously being an outsiders in Australia is such a disadvantage. I got to bear the high medical costs without any medicare cover, few hundreds just gone in few seconds! It is ridiculous :(.. Here the testimony I was so worried till I had few sleepless night and waking up at night to check if condition getting any serious (that is before going to a doctor). I called my family and also few close one to pray for me, and thank God..I waking up each morning with such a great improvement in me seeing the red scaly flaky and bumpy dots fading plus "God gives me the wisdom asking me to consult a dermatologist immediately". Today, I am all well getting the protection from Jesus and confirmation from Dr. Sturt that I got a viral rash called Pityriasis Rosea. This rash will take up to 6 to 12 weeks to heal by itself and there is no medication for it, HOWEVER the good thing is it strikes ONCE and for all:) It took me some guts to blog bout this but thinking to ease the unfortunate/S worries, it is all worthwhile. Trust me, it is a faith challenging experience :) But I still need to praise God for his wonder healing:)

The days might be the same as yesterday, The world is still turning round and round as usual, BUT I truly know that I have an amazing God who is going to paint a beautiful rainbow in my life and HE IS JESUS:) Have a wonderful week ahead, you might face loads of obstacles or running smoothly on your path, regardless what they are.."YOU ARE NOT ALONE" XOXO