It takes years to build and second to destroy

What is trust? How you value it?

I got bit disappointed today, honestly... If you do it intentionally then I have nothing to say anymore, however if that's just an accident then I am willing to touch and go.

Hello 2015!!

OHH~ I AM BACK!


Thinking back how passionate I was writing and jotting down every single moment happened to me. I got so slack and far behind updating my blog till I change bit of information in my facebook.

Life has been ups and downs for me.

Any changes?
- I AM PROPOSED!!
-Still doing the same old job
-Still as crazy and cheerful in heart
-Still that weird....haha
-Still laugh like a mad chicken

Oh wait.....I have to go now....

More updates in my coming post


Lots and lots of love,
muackz!!!

I guess I am really tired. Is not physically, but mentally exhausted. Been through days that I never expected it would turn out to be. Heard of words that just pierced through your heart without a hint. How pathetic is it!

Have you ever being trusted and then being treated as someone who is worthless without reasons the next day? Well, this is what I have gone through these few weeks. I had a mood swing and emotions like a weather. I didn't want to, but was forced to.

People just kind of forgot all the things you had done for them and be there for them when they need help. They just swipe you off when they are able to fly, how cruel it is. I can't do anything because this is not at my control at all. I seriously wish it was just a dream because I still take you as someone I respect at this moment.

Maybe you think you have give in, but I need to remind you " You have nothing to lose", in fact you have just gain a profit or even an asset that benefit you.

- I don't think I know you now, because you have changed to a completely different person who I never thought of-

It takes years to build a trust and second to destroy! Have you heard of that?

I am just being so angry and the great sense of disappointment just overwhelmed me! Have you ever tried working your best for the day but someone just condemned you and throw tantrum 'INDIRECTLY' at you saying "JUST BEING SO LAZY" (hello!!!who??who else?? look left and right? *NO ONE BESIDES YOU* !!! - asking yourself silently <isthatme> Hey dumbo! +YAH OF COURSE IS 'YOU'+

Have you ever encountered working hard till your lungs nearly fell off and you are told off  "not working hard" when there are more people in the store are many times lazier than you and being so irresponsible in every job given? oh well  if you said that out of your emotion, then I can 100% confirmed you are so low in Emotion Quotient. 

Hey ya! I know you do not have to pay any cents saying 'SORRY', but it makes me think that your apology is just a piece of blank paper and worthless as you are! You just don't earn my respect as before anymore. Actually, you are just the same as the other bosses out there "money can buy respect". As for me, you will not how to respect others if you don't respect yourself. If you expect me to take it easy in everything, meaning you are just an easy person who will receive any shits that I produced.

Your emotions and unprocessed words just tell me how UGLY you are

LIFE IS PRECIOUS

This year reminds me so much bout how precious our lives are. We live once, THAT'S IT!!! Feeling absolutely devastated after seeing people around me come today and leave us tomorrow with no "Goodbye" or seeing a vigorous friend (without a thought that he will be laying on the bed with a completely different state of health)with your fresh eyes. How realistic it is. My heart sinking sad -I am not being emotional, however I wish it is just a dream-

Easter

Easter remembers me of who I am today. It reminds me again and again, it is not a religion that caused me to celebrate Easter. However it is totally about how God wants me to draw near to HIM and he shed HIS blood for me, crucified on the cross and rose again for the sake of me. How great is our God. I always have a self condemnation that I am a sinner;I prayed when I have difficulties; I have done so much which saddened God's heart and so on. Guys, -God doesn't look at our past, He just wants us to come back to Him-. How merciful our God is:) Every Easter teaches me how precious I am, but this Easter doesn't only teach me how much Jesus loves me, it also taught me how precious our lives are. I promised myself and God that I will start an Extraordinary relationship with HIM, so that I will not have any regrets bout my life:) How about you my dear friends? With love, ME

OHHHHHH~MY~GAWT!! I have no where to shout out my feelings except here!!And if I were to tell you, you will just slap and scold me in my face!! (I hope I am never that DUMB few years after looking back at this post). Know what......... I AM DUMB TO THE EXTENT OF DUMB I will remember this date 31/1/13 of me being so stupid and skill-LESS of answering a question regarding my career :( ALL RIGHT, I should just move on!

They are BACK!

My bro and sis in law are back finally! I am back to square again (a happy me!!)They are part of my loves who play an important role in my life (in many aspects). Well, I am not trying to boast or brag bout how fortunate or blessed I am, B.U.T...." I am really a lucky girl to have "her" as my sis in law and "him" as my brother. Since I came over to Australia, there is no one thing that I should worry off (don't get me wrong!!They don't spoil me by telling me the price of the items, however they tell me how to value a thing so that I can be a happy girl) You there with me? Waking up every morning and missing my bro's lame jokes and my sis in law's annoying look at his jokes has becoming a norm in this house. Since they left for Malaysia, I think something big and precious have torn my heart a little. ouch!!! haha! Guess what?!? I should just end my post here!

Barista Dritan Alsela - Latte Art

Wow!! I am totally amazed by Dritan's coffee art.

An Appreciation Gift

This bouquet of flowers speak a thousand words :)

A Fulfilling Weekends

This is a post dated post, however it is never too late to jot down the good days we have got. How many good weekends do you have in a year? It was just a random Saturday that we decided to visit "Vietnam" on Eddison Road. It never fails to surprise me with yummylicious and quality foods.Let the pictures speak:) The Vietnam

This is definitely the best seafoond salads I have ever had in my life till now:)

Soft Shell Crabs, finger licking good

Combination cold roll to perfect the dish:)













After dinner, we decided to stroll along Semephore beach, it is a beautiful beach, the sands are as soft as the cottons (trust me) :D Let me give you an overall view of the beach

Till then, ME

"When you feel overwhelmed and you’re tempted to take everything into your own hands, you have to make yourself be still. The battle is not yours. The battle is the Lord’s."

There are so many things that I worried and thought about these few weeks.I am trying my best to endure it and finding the "so called" solutions to perfect the circumstances. However I am so limited in doing all with one brain,pair of hands and only one body. Worrying isn't the best way to solve the problem, overcoming and breakthrough IS.. and I knew I am not alone, HE is always with me and HE knows what is the best for me.I am alright after knowing HE never leave me even once.

  Thank you Lord

Sesame overload

I was actually very bothered today with all the words spoken to me in my workplace. However, I felt a lot better after hanging out with this bunch of DEARIES! Look..how adorable they are :)

A simple but lovely day

I ended my day with a warm yet smiley heart. Nothing really shakes my heart recently till I heard a lovely words from my boss today. Aww~ it literally melts my heart.*Especially a hectic day* How many of the married couples will be that wise in their words?Hmm~I mean for a husband to praise their wife in a very deep meaning of love other than "I LOVE YOU, I MISS YOU etc". HOLD ON! My boss does :)

John:Today is Celine's birthday

Me: Oh yea? *smile*. (out of no where, my head pop out this question and directed my tongue to speak). Wow~ Celine? So does she look like Celine Dion? *chuckled a bit*. Actually I just tried to find some topic not to be ignorant of him telling me today is his wife's birthday.

John: (Without even a bit of hesitation plus his firm answer and serious expression with a sense of happiness), He replies: NOPE,She is far more beautiful than Celine Dion, and ended his words with a gentle smile and great satisfaction on his facial expression :)

I am so regret that I didn't record what he said.I should have taken it down and send it to his wife :D. What do you think? It really made my day :)

我太冷静,是我没有回头的原因.. 好像爱没有离去, 过去,我听见了一颗真心;穿越伤痛还跳动我的记忆.. 可惜我没有让步的理由... 我太冷静,是我没有眷恋的原因.. 闭上眼看着你走..

The thoughts that I had never dreamed of