It takes years to build and second to destroy

What is trust? How you value it?

I got bit disappointed today, honestly... If you do it intentionally then I have nothing to say anymore, however if that's just an accident then I am willing to touch and go.

Hello 2015!!

OHH~ I AM BACK!


Thinking back how passionate I was writing and jotting down every single moment happened to me. I got so slack and far behind updating my blog till I change bit of information in my facebook.

Life has been ups and downs for me.

Any changes?
- I AM PROPOSED!!
-Still doing the same old job
-Still as crazy and cheerful in heart
-Still that weird....haha
-Still laugh like a mad chicken

Oh wait.....I have to go now....

More updates in my coming post


Lots and lots of love,
muackz!!!

I guess I am really tired. Is not physically, but mentally exhausted. Been through days that I never expected it would turn out to be. Heard of words that just pierced through your heart without a hint. How pathetic is it!

Have you ever being trusted and then being treated as someone who is worthless without reasons the next day? Well, this is what I have gone through these few weeks. I had a mood swing and emotions like a weather. I didn't want to, but was forced to.

People just kind of forgot all the things you had done for them and be there for them when they need help. They just swipe you off when they are able to fly, how cruel it is. I can't do anything because this is not at my control at all. I seriously wish it was just a dream because I still take you as someone I respect at this moment.

Maybe you think you have give in, but I need to remind you " You have nothing to lose", in fact you have just gain a profit or even an asset that benefit you.

- I don't think I know you now, because you have changed to a completely different person who I never thought of-

It takes years to build a trust and second to destroy! Have you heard of that?

I am just being so angry and the great sense of disappointment just overwhelmed me! Have you ever tried working your best for the day but someone just condemned you and throw tantrum 'INDIRECTLY' at you saying "JUST BEING SO LAZY" (hello!!!who??who else?? look left and right? *NO ONE BESIDES YOU* !!! - asking yourself silently <isthatme> Hey dumbo! +YAH OF COURSE IS 'YOU'+

Have you ever encountered working hard till your lungs nearly fell off and you are told off  "not working hard" when there are more people in the store are many times lazier than you and being so irresponsible in every job given? oh well  if you said that out of your emotion, then I can 100% confirmed you are so low in Emotion Quotient. 

Hey ya! I know you do not have to pay any cents saying 'SORRY', but it makes me think that your apology is just a piece of blank paper and worthless as you are! You just don't earn my respect as before anymore. Actually, you are just the same as the other bosses out there "money can buy respect". As for me, you will not how to respect others if you don't respect yourself. If you expect me to take it easy in everything, meaning you are just an easy person who will receive any shits that I produced.

Your emotions and unprocessed words just tell me how UGLY you are